Labor day weekend!!

Mixed thoughts for this weekend. Let's catch up first, shall we?

I started school this past Monday, so now I'm back into grammar and trying to spell things correctly. I got my schedule changed and now I get out everyday at 1.30.. torture though. Why? Well because I have to wait an hour to talk to Kendall when he gets out of school. It does however cut the time in half if I want to see him, so that works out well.

I have all tiny classes, they feel like college classes, or at least that's what my Chem II teacher said. I have 13 in my Latin class, 19 in gym, 14 in public speaking and 12 in Chem II. It's actually really cool. We get more stuff done, and then free time and less homework when it's given. And I have friends in lunch and flex is just a relaxing period for me to do my stuff before I leave for the day, or even just read the Chuck Palahniuk book I'm reading that day.

So I got to hang out with Kendall today for about 2 and a half hours. Didn't really do much, but -shrug- I just like being with him. :] Haha, I showed a picture of him to my best friend Lauren and she says, "That's exactly how I pictured he would look like." Even Eric agreed, apparently I'm both obvious and predictable. Oh well.

My dad is getting married in I-don't-know-how-many days and I'm not sure how I feel about it. Yes, I am pissed, but for once, when he does isn't affecting my entire life. It's like, I've moved on from his nonsense and I don't care what he does with this woman who is soon-to-be my step mother. I don't believe that I am as mad about the fact that he is getting married to her than the fact that he didn't tell anyone in the family until I found out and yelled at him, or his answering machine, for it. He could have told my brother, or the people he DOES have relationships with, but apparently that's not his style, he likes lying too much.

Anyway, I can't wait till he gets home, I'm tempted to give him a "wedding present." And I can think of some lovely gifts for them. But, I think I shall refrain from them, because I could get into more trouble than is really necessary.

I've been writing and drawing more now, from boredom and inspiration. Oh, like tonight. I walked outside to take Ace for a walk and it was so bright out, and when I turned around to look at the sky, it was perfectly clear and the moon was so full and bright, it was beautiful. And then when I walked up the hill, there was a thick layer of white clouds further away, and it contrasted brilliantly with the dark blue sky. I wish I had my camera, I'm almost tempted to go find it and try to get a picture of it now. It's one of those things that makes me wish I still lived on the house alone on the top of the hill so I could lay outside and stare at the sky all night.

I'll try to be on more this weekend and next, I probably can't update much during the week, I'm not on the computer much.

Goodnight,

~Ryan

P.S. There's this thing called Invisible Children. Everyone should check them out and help in anyway possible.

"The rosepetals fall like tears down my cheeks,
when the wind blows in the news I've lost you again.
She's come and stolen your heart and left us still as friends,
yet I'll still be here when she tears your heart in half.
But now she's taking you and you're both leaving me,
forced to watch through the window of your life that I'm no longer welcome in."