Lately I've had this new, just go for it attitude and I'm not sure if it's for better or for worse. On the good side, I've gained a boyfriend, I wouldn't say forced, but kept Kirstie from chickening out on her date, helped Simmy with advice 'just do it,' and decided to try and call my dad after recent events I can't talk about yet.
The downside is that my friend doesn't want me to be dating Kendall because of the situation. What situation...? Well, she thinks that even though he wasn't talking to his now ex-girlfriend before they broke up, that he was still completely emotionally involved with her and that I shouldn't have gotten in the way. She also thinks I'm the reason they broke up, but their break was mutual.
I think that I could just get over being mad at her, if she would just look at the fact that I'm happy. I can't tell you the last time I woke up with a smile on my face, and when I wake up actually get out of bed because I have no reason to just lay there for 3 hours. I started writing lyrics again after stopping for about 3 months. And I smiled so much yesterday my face hurt. I just wish she could see that. I don't regret my decision to date someone that I relate to the most, but I just wish my friend would be my friend again, not let a guy get in the way of what we have.
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